I took my 50-95 bolt action that dreamed up and I some how got to work this past buck season and had a young buck walk past me at 16 yards. I rested the crosshairs on his neck and could not pull the trigger! I honestly felt he needed a more dignified way to end than getting blown around from a 385 gr slug plowing thru his neck. I harvested many deer in my years but now most of the time I really feel sick from pain control and with my sons deer in the freezer I could not do it. I just looked at calendar and realised doe season is open. I was contemplating baking a fruit cake and I looked over at the rifle hanging on wall with the BIG bore and was tempted(I know where some doe are) but the cake is more appealing. I almost feel like a traitor to the fraternity here!