"I say that I choked but that's not really an accurate description of what happened..."
...actually I pushed my breath window again. Of all the shots to do that on, I picked this one.
That little voice inside kept repeating..."you got it, you got it...stay with it!"
The conscious me is hearing that and thinking..."I have to check the allignment one more time, this sight alignment has to be perfect..."
About 4 seconds later, another little voice is screaming at me..."let up, your pushing it...let up!"
Then the conscious me says..."BS...I got this."
And...in the end, I sit up and had to laugh at myself....I knew better, I had let off on 2 other shots today, this is what you deserve boy...you got exactly what you earned by doing the push!"
Then I laughed at me some more just to rub the lesson in real good!
I think that a non-diciplined shooter like me doesn't deserve little trophies like that cloverleaf for breaking the rules! Each time this hard'headed old'Fart makes a blunder of this magnitude I learn something that really sticks...this time it was.."DON'T PUSH THE BREATH WINDOW!"