Not one of the generalized comments you made about me are true.
To say those things without knowing who I am just tells me that you really ARE angry and you ARE afraid.
The hallmark of believers is their fear of death. So they latch on to the belief in the everlasting hereafter promised in exchange for their faithfulness. Fortunately for the world you are not in the majority and as time goes by your version of claiming to not hate will die and be forgotten. Your faith is something you perceive as an insurance policy- just another form of self serving belief. If you did not hope to benefit from the promise of a eternity of bliss I suspect you, like me, would not bother. You are simply rolling the dice at the Las Vegas of eternity hoping to hit the jackpot.
There is really little difference between christians and the others in the trash that you mentioned. If you go look up the statistics on the prison population of the USA you will find that the vast majority of the criminals incarcerated are christians- about 65%. Does that mean a christian is more likely to be a criminal? Apparently christianity is not very effective at keeping its believers from committing crimes and going to jail.
https://www.statista.com/statistics/...-us-prisoners/
The drive to survive does not come from some silly religious faith. 1.7 Billion Chinese are proof of that. I can assure you there are perfectly fine people in this world who have never touched a bible and never will. You should get out of your insulated cocoon and see what the big wide world is like.
Quoting Mark Twain.
“Travel is fatal to prejudice, bigotry, and narrow-mindedness, and many of our people need it sorely on these accounts. Broad, wholesome, charitable views of men and things cannot be acquired by vegetating in one little corner of the earth all one's lifetime.”
Your book will not ever change because your god cannot be wrong - right?
In the mean time the world will move on as scientists lift the veil of the universe. The list of mysteries already solved by science is long and distinguished. Science will find the answers to many more mysteries while your faith finds NONE- zero.
Your faith claims it already knows all the answers while science just keeps searching for the truth. If you fear the truth and fear science you are lost.