Many of you blessed me with prayer back in Feb. when I lost my wife of 44 years in a vehicle accident in which I was the operator. God brought me through the shock phase, then He got me through the "blame myself" phase. Things have been pretty good for a while now, till this afternoon. Got up from a nice nap and set up the pot, then realized that it was almost 4pm, when she normally got home from school and I had only set up a short pot for me. Corrected that and turned it on, then it hit me like a 5lb hammer between the eyes that she wasn't coming home.Really set me back a bunch. Can't call my son, he's on nights, my daughter lives down at Corpus plus I'd really rather not upset her. I'm spending the evening talking it over with the Boss upstairs Things are slowly getting better it just takes time, a lot of time. Thanks for listening. GW