Scott-
It took immense courage for you to make this public post, and I must admire your sincerity. My few dealings with you have been a pure pleasure.
May the Lord grant you healing and a clear mind so you can return to your home and family soonest. Have faith in our Lord, he is God.
Until your return to our family and forum, you shall be missed, but remain in our thoughts and prayers-
Take care, my friend-
Chuck