Good luck with your new life and keep your head up as a lot of us will be praying for you and that is the best that a person can have done for them.
I was eligible for retirement (35yrs...had to make the 55yr birthday) yesterday...and I got up and went to work today, so I know what you mean about not wanting to retire just yet...I really need the structure that work requires, so I hope to do it a while longer.
GOD bless you.