I found out in february that I have terminal cancer. It was not my first, and I was actually expecting it. Long story. But, I was determined to live until I die. My physical deterioration continues, but 36hrs ago took Thea strange turn. I couldn't sleep, and was forming brass for my 'new' Comblain rifle. On buckshot's advice, I made them from 32ga brass shells. I was just about done forming the neck when I had a masive pain in my lower left quadrant. I ended up getting my son to bring me to the VA Hospital ER. Been here for all that time. My blood sugar was way high, as was my white cell count. They have been giving my staggered doses of antiiotics, and have just about cut the white cell count in half. They have no idea what caused the massive pain in my side, all organs intact, but showing changes consistent with the spread of melanoma cancer. The only relief from the pain is a very strong pain killer, deloude. I sure would like to able shoot these 4 guns I've worked so hard to make ammo for, just to see if my handiwork would pay off. I do have to compliment the Staff here at the Martinsburg, W Va VAHospital for the fine care they have given me. With this latest episode, I have no Idea how much longer I have left on this plane. I am a Christian, and hold those promises close, but, There is still much I would like to do. Pray for me that I will aproach the end with grace, and calm. mikeym1a