Sharps4590 hang in there , I know it is not easy on you for how it is. versa-06 have a good idea of teach someone or ride with some one , past it on to someone . That is how I had learn most of what I know now. The one that help me pull my traps because of the accident said about like to learn how to trap coyotes , I told him I am willing to teach him. I had also took him out fishing this year also and he learn some things and said did not went home with as many fish as we got that day .