madman
I lost my 13 year old last year and this just woke up some thoughts about her reading your loss. You can't bring them back but you can keep them alive in your memories of the silly things they did.
My daughter was in poor health, had many medical issues and I watched for a year keep going down hill. Worst or best of all depending on how you look at it I was the one who found her and went through all the hard questions when the police came and dealing with the issue in my mind if I could have done something more if I had found her sooner.
I am so sorry for your loss and nothing I can say will make the next year easier but I am truly sorry for your loss and hope that you find comfort in knowing you had her for her life in your heart and hers.