as far as the weed thing--my previous anesthesiologist pain specialist was going to and sending associates to California and Colorado when weed was legal there and other doctors were putting on seminars about weed and pain treatment. I was at wits end with the double edged sword of the pill thing, for more than 20 years I had been prescribed almost 900mg morphine a day, and spoke to my Harvard educated doctor at length many times about options and he encouraged me too go to one of the states where weed is legal and give it a try well I did and it doesn't really kill pain. but I spent a couple months out of state and did use it to quit all the pills and I was completely with nothing for a year or so, no weed, no pills, nada, nothing, occasional some ginseng I dig out back. my physical ability severely limited. I gained about 35 pounds, go out back to cut a few trees for firewood and in short order in such crippling pain end up on my back laying in the mud for hours till I can crawl back to the house. no way to live, so now I just get my two little percocets a day for and take it when I need it the most.
as others have posted I'm not the only 1/2 cripple on here. but I just do what I can when I can. if you have to deal with such issues you understand if not its hard to imagine. just like I can't tell any of the vets what the battle field is like I wouldn't even think to try because its not my experience.