I feel moved to put this up . It's about an hour before I leave for church and just been thinking .
At a time long ago or at least seems long ago I found myself just going through the motions . I went to church , was active in lesson preparation , visiting , I lead prayer when called upon . I helped set up meals , moving tables , chairs , showing up for work day at church and was normally active in a lot of activities .
I to the best of my knowledge have never had a 'spiritual crisis ' . Raised in a Christian home I never doubted the existence of GOD . But I came to the realization That I had strayed . I only did the work by rote , by habit . I no longer did it to glorify him . This actually frightened me to much thought . My relationship with him had been put on hold and I just continued the work with no purpose beyond ...'habit' . I found I didn't feel GOD in my life .
To be continued .