A couple of weeks ago I was driving up hwy 103 in Colorado, just a few miles out of town. I saw a pullout on the left side of the road with several sheriffs vehicles and the coroner's vehicle. There in between the vehicles, as I drove by, I saw a man in his 50's or so on his back with a very obvious exit wound in his left forehead. It looked like a tomato poking out of his head.
It really made me think, I have struggled through life myself. It made me remember how much agony one goes through in that decision making process. It is not something that someone can imagine, it is tortuous. That day made me think of how perhaps my experiences could give someone the ability to make it past that point of no return. I had two friends that helped me over a decade ago, maybe that guy did not have anyone to help him?
Then today I read in the paper of a 15 year old kid taking his own life. In the article there was a phone number for the local help group. They called me back, I am going to stop by and meet the other staff and volunteers.
I have wanted to help others in some way for a long time, but I haven't volunteered in several years. I have reservations about posting what I have about myself. But for some reason I feel like there are many genuinely good people on this forum that I wanted to share this with.