Amen, Habcam! Losing people in our lives is plenty tough, but I'm not sure anything pierces our hearts any deeper than losing a beloved pet that looked to us and us alone for everything. It's so humbling and hurtful to know we can do nothing to help them survive, and continuing to just love us, no matter who we are or what we do. Nothing in life can replace that. We can find it again with another good dog, but fining really good ones isn't easy, and no dog ever quite "replaces" the ones we've lost. It's a very unique and singular relationship we have with our good dogs, unlike any other relationship we can know. No wonder dog is "god" spelled backwards!