I have been having issues with my left hand for a few months now that have recently become serious enough to see a doctor. It was only an annoyance a few months ago but has gotten significantly worse the last few weeks where I now can't extend any of the fingers much and simple tasks like putting on a glove are almost impossible. I still have gripping force so I am able to keep doing my work (woodworking) with some difficulty, but many commonplace tasks are becoming more difficult by the day and this issue is directly related to my profession so my concerns are more than physical.
Last night my fingers on that hand started moving on their own a little bit and it really has me concerned as it is a very unnatural experience to see your body moving when you are not telling it to. Typing this is difficult as I have to "flop" my left fingers into the keys as opposed to placing them deliberately.
Jesus Christ is my lord and died so that my sins may be forgiven and I believe that all healing ultimately comes through him. I want God's plan in life, not my own, so if it is his will that I have issues with my hand or a loss of function I will accept that as part of his purpose for me.
I ask for your prayers not specifically for healing but that God's will be done with my body and that I am doing what he wants for me, in the way he wants me to do it. I ask for your prayers for my understanding of what he wants for me through this. I am waiting for an appointment with a neurologist and ask for your prayers that it if is God's will to heal me through that doctor that it is done quickly and in a way that glorifies God.
Thank you,
Andy