so, update. I found my recoil limit, at least for now. Not sure I can ever get used to the recoil. Shot a bunch of m33 ball (648 grains-ish I think?) at 2000+ fps through my 12 lb rifle, and thought I was doing OK. then I put one round of NOE 850 grain cast lead boolit (my boolit of choice for long term shooting) loaded to 1800-1900 fps (can't remember the speed) downrange, I was done for the day. Way, way too unpleasant. I'm gonna back it down to 1600 or so, try to find an accuracy load around there. Was using 90-ish grains of H4350, gonna try 71-83 grains, see if there's an accuracy node around there.
90-96 with an 850 grain boolit is shocking. In the literal sense of the word. 100-ish with the m33 ball bullet is manageable, but for some reason 850 grains is in a whole new world.
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I love this rifle. It's like a physics experiment. And maybe one day I can use it to eat.